going into hiding

i want to run away
i want to hide under the covers
i want to go on a vacation and never come home again
if home is where the heart is i can't find my home
or my home just really sucks and the windows are boarded up again.
i can't breathe....i've somehow been winded
it hurts so bad.

crying quietly in my cubical
i'll be hiding here till 4:30